For the past year or so I’ve been riding with my mother to pick up my grandfather from dialysis. I had no idea before this that the dialysis one of the larger social programs in the country. Whole process is so expensive that people would just die if we all didn’t pitch in. Beautiful. Pretty sure is this was invented now we would just let people die. But I really enjoy the time with Papa. Telling him about my life, and he relates little nuggets of truth he’s picked up along the way.
Work sucks so I’m thinking I need some meds to be adjusted. I’m too impulsive, and probably going to get fired if I don’t find a way to moderate my behavior. It’s hard to care of course with well over a years salary in cash.
Still no clue what to do. I’d hope I would have had a plan by now.